Thursday, November 22, 2001  09:21 p.m.

TURKEY DAY! ::drum rolls:: IT'S TURKEY DAY! ::dances a crazy jig:: Yes, I'm feeling quite nice and happy today, and especially grateful. Many of you must wonder why...well, even if you don't, too bad. Tough luck. ^ ~. Okay...think... THANKSgiving...yes... giving THANKS...lol

First of all, I want to thank God for blessing me with life, friends, and everything I dream of. He gives me hope in my darkest hours, and blesses me with friends who have twisted humor, cheering me up during those evil hours. LOL.

Becky: She's my sunshine...yes, she is! Full of bunnies, and innocence, that one. She's probably my conscience. Hmm...What Would Becky Do? ^ ~

Beffy-chan: We're shared as many jokes (Good and bad, clean and dirty...::Gringrin::) LOL. Hmm...If I got amnesia, she's probably the one of the few people I'll remember. ::hugs:: She's there...always there...x__X...can't get that girl outtah my house...merf...lol

Susu: Hrmm...She's my wolfy-soulful buddy! ::High-fives:: I always look forward to our long private chats about everything and anything. She knows me almost too well...scary...

THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS! THEY'VE BEEN THE GREATEST IN THE WHOLE WORLD. ::Bakes a lil cake for all of you...:: Sweet dreams, my friends. I'm thankful for you, and best of luck. Let's be friends forever...and ever...and ever...and...ever...

.*.*.dreaming on a fluffy cloud.*.*.

Tuesday, November 20, 2001  12:05 p.m.

Merf. It's been awhile, hasn't it? Thanksgiving vocation, what a riot. Okay, maybe not ^ ~. I've been bored without my best friend Beff around. She's... gone to the place of magic. No, not Disney World. Las Vegas. Yes, you heard right. The big LV! It's not really fair...x___X I miss Beffy a lot.

On the plus side, I haven't talked to Sam in weeks, lol. It's kindah annoying when you're talking to him, cuz he go on and on... Well, not really. LOL. I miss Becky, and Chris, and especially Beff and Susu. Well, they'll all come over on Friday for a sleepover. They /have/ to! Or I'll die of boredness.

That's all for now.. I know, I know. Short, right? But I'm rp-ing with a really nice guy, and I really REALLY wannah rp!! Lol. So, wish me luck! ^ ~ I'll write later...

.*.*.dreaming on a fluffy cloud.*.*.

Thursday, November 15, 2001  04:08 p.m.

Yeah... talking to Sam right now in the internet... Hey, I'm really bored... Not even gonnah get on WBR cuz it's pissing me off. Yeah, really. Hrmm... It's kindah strange with Becky and Chris. It's like they have a "relationship" but don't... Does that make sense? I hope that they will get together. It's kindah getting strange for all of us to talk about them. I mean, are they a "couple" or aren't they? Hrmm...

Anyways, Becky's mad for not a really good reason. I think that she should trust him. But, if I were in her position, I'd worry too. Chris is a... "playful" young man, isn't he? lol... okay, sorry, Becky! ^ ~ ...OH! In French today, something really funny happened. We watched this crappy French video, and the teacher goes: "The Bananas grow up" and it was hilarious!!! Sam and I cracked up really loud, and the people on the other side heard up!! The teacher was like "Let's all be adults here..." But I couldn't stop laughing... ::cracks up::

See what I mean?! That's enough for today! I LOVE HARRY POTTER! ^ ^ Can't wait til' tomorrow! ::hearts:: I'll write later! ^ ~

.*.*.dreaming on a fluffy cloud.*.*.

Wednesday, November 14, 2001  06:33 a.m.

::Sighs:: I haven't written in awhile, so, writing now... Urggles... My parents are so annoying! THEY'RE GETTING INTO MY PERSONAL SPACE!!! They've got really pissed off when they got my report card in the mail and were like, "You can't see Susie or Bethany until you pull your grades up!" What a bunch of jackasses...

But, it was kindah funny yesterday. Sam got booted off the "going to Harry Potter" group on friday. It was kindah funny, cuz I saw him in the halls, and we both started crackin up and he was like: "I have to yell at you..." Yeah, that was kindah funny, especially since he knocked me into the halls, and people stepped on me... -_________-;; Oh, woes...

Merfles. Yes, Susie... I stole your word. I have experienced the ultimate merfleness... I probably can't go to J-club cus my dad's like: "I'll pick you up from after school, you can't ride back with bethany." Of course, when his back was turned, I gave him a "gesture" answer...but that's not the point. I don't think that I'm gonnah speak to my parents for awhile. At least until they promise not to give away my dog...

Freaking out, and Jaded...

.*.*.dreaming on a fluffy cloud.*.*.

Friday, November 9, 2001  08:14 p.m.

Hrrmmm, today... oh, it's been a riot! Did you know that French is so dirty?? Uh-hunh!! It is!! In French, Beff and I kept on cracking up because we were learning 'reflexive verbs'. It's where "the action comes back to the noun". We had to conjugate all these verbs and make it so we're doing something to ourselves. LOL! It was like:"conjugate 'jouer'-- to play" And we were like... "I play with myself? WHOA!!!" So, the whole time, we spent time laughing. IT WAS HILARIOUS!! French is definitely interesting when you're friends are around, and you're learning reflexive verbs. ^ ~

I think that if I really get put in different french class than Becky, Beffy, and Sam. They are very... unique people. I mean, I definitely can't live without my friends in my class... and Sam. LOL. Just kidding... ^ ~. Anyways, I'm sitting here, talking to my other best friend from Houston. And she's saying "Bye" in German. Brings me back to my German-taking days. Bye-bye in German is "tschuss". It's pronunced "shoo-se". 'Cept my friend Sarah Tabel called it: "Tush". Oh yeah... good days... good days...

I'm totally cheered up. Becky's in a really good mood, cuz me and Chris made up. We're not fighting anymore... I guess that's pretty great! ^ ~ I mean... I do miss talking to him...sometimes... he's /okay/ to talk and joke with... I guess you do need your guys friends as well as your gal friends...

That's enough for now... talk later, folks! ^ ~

.*.*.dreaming on a fluffy cloud.*.*.

Wednesday, November 7, 2001  06:24 a.m.

::Sighs:: Okay, here's the deal. Bethany thinks that I'm mad at her, but I'm not. It's just that, I only have two classes with her, and Jackie's already have three. AND band will take away one of the two classes. I feel like Jackie's already taken my place as Beff's best friend. Somehow, I don't even /feel/ like I'm her best friend anymore. I'm sorry if Beffy's feeling pressured. Sure, I want my best friend to be happy, which is why I'll accompany them to the counslers. If she'll go through with it. . . I guess...

This is kindah confusing. Beff's Jackie's best friend now, and vice versa, so, where's my best friend? Sure, I've got Susie, the sweetest best friend in the whole wide world, and Becky, another best friend whom I love, but Beffy's apart of me. I guess that I just don't want us to grow apart... but maybe we're already starting to...

So confused... little choice... Life's depressing...

.*.*.dreaming on a fluffy cloud.*.*.

Tuesday, November 6, 2001  04:37 p.m.

::Sighs:: I'm feeling philosophical... I wonder if the stars can actually fortell our future? Does everything we utter and say matter when our judgement day comes? In that case, I should probably start worrying about my soul...

::Talking to Becky right now:: I dunno... Becky really is one of my bestest friends, but she's spending so much time thinking about Chris that sometimes... she just doesn't spend enough time wif us. That makes me very sad.

And CHRIS! God... I guess I'm sorry for what I said because Becky saw it, and now, she's like: "Jenny, what's wrong? Tell me! Tell me!" I wish that I could tell her, but it wouldn't be right coming from me. I don't go out and hurt my friends on purpose...

Oh wells, I was freaked out in French today. Beff, Becky, and I started to doodle on Sam and he got /SO/ pissed off! It was like, he BLEW up!! NoOo, seriously! His face got all red, and he finally lost all his patience. He started screaming at me, and I just got so freaked out... Ask Beff, she knows... grrrr... scary scary Sam...

Hmm, I sometimes do wonder if Sam will be nicer to me, if I'm nicer to him... probably not. lol. I think the dude hates me with a passion. Wow, I wonder if I can ever make him cry... hmmm.... ::Plotting::

Meep, wonder who actually /reads/ my blog??

.*.*.dreaming on a fluffy cloud.*.*.

Monday, November 5, 2001  05:14 p.m.

**God**!!! I'm SO pissed off at Chris. Well, I really don't care if he thinks that I'm a gossip. That doesn't bother me as much as what Chris said about Becky. URG! He's just an ass! Why can't he just ask her out?? No, he's not ready. What the hell does that mean??

::Growls::

Chris should just kick himself in the crotch for being the biggest idiot in the whole wide world! DAMN!!! Maybe if it was just about me, I wouldn't be so pissed off, but...

::sighs:: Sarah McLachlan calms me down greatly. ^ ^ I'm here at Beffy's house, and kindah bored, but typing what I feel right now helps me sort through the chaos in my head. My parents are /killing/ me right now. My Dad won't even listen to what I say. He thinks that I'm just not studying enough. I can't TAKE ANY MORE STUDYING!! Sometimes, I cry at night, but I doubt that he knows. All that's there to comfort me is my doggy, Cookie. Without his support, I would have gone to the crackhouse before I entered the eigth grade. ::Sniffles::

I'm really glad that Beffy has Thomas, and I hope that he asks her out soon. God, I dunno what I'll do to him, if he turns out to be exactly like Chris. ::says a silent prayer:: I hope he doesn't. Wait. I know he won't. Thomas's too nice, and not so selfish, right?

::sighs again:: This is kindah wearing me down... Later...

.*.*.dreaming on a fluffy cloud.*.*.